6/365

dear kirstens viewer, i want to use you, i really do… but you see this? this could have been an awesome photo.. however you insist on running giant ugly lines though my shadows making every photo i take look hideous… i hate you please fix thanks bye.

5/365

sorry not as fancy as yesterday’s post but this picture took me 7 times to snap it.. and then after i did finally get a picture it had horrible lines running all through it. i can’t wait for the day when someone somewhere makes a second life client with shadows, that is actually functional and i can take pictures with.

this photo was taken at vegetal planet, which was suggested to me by my darling jessyka richards.

feel free to give me landmarks and ideas for pictures! i love trying to come up with new stuff to do for these, since otherwise its just boring pictures of me in random places. at least if you guys come up with ideas it’ll be an adventure.. i think…

4/365 would you like to learn to fly…

i figure i should get a theme to my 365 pictures instead of just doing something random. it makes me put forth effort and actually make something instead of just a lazy photo. i’m sure there will be those as well but this is one of my more artsy attempts. i was listening to “one of my turns” from the pink floyd album THE WALL while i was trying to come up with a good idea for this one. and i ended up just illustrating the song in my head. so i guess yesterday’s theme was “illustrate a song”

and i do apologize for not posting this yesterday which was day 4 because i was lazy after making the picture.

the straight jacket there is from :guiled: and is available for the serial killer hunt going on at the moment. the chair is from some japanese place that i cannot think of the name of right now. the background is a mix of textures from my favourite texture place: resurgerie, and a filter forge texture that looks like a padded room.

oh yes and you should probably click on the photo so you get the big picture cause my blog made me shrink it. (i need a new layout…)

3/365 i thought what i’d do was…

"I thought what I’d do was, I’d pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes. That way I wouldn’t have to have any goddam stupid useless conversations with anybody. If anybody wanted to tell me something, they’d have to write it on a piece of paper and shove it over to me. They’d get bored as hell doing that after a while, and then I’d be through with having conversations for the rest of my life."

- the catcher in the rye

2/365 to make up for forgetting

i went to a random sim, while on kirstens viewer and snapped a picture. there was a better one but i crashed while taking it, and gave up. so you get this one instead.

1/365 2011, and i’ve already failed!

lets just pretend i posted this yesterday and totally did not forget to post it until today.. ahem.. yeah…

55/365

55/365

Originally uploaded by NIMIL[is] too busy being a badass

lucas and i were wandering mainland. we found this odd little japanese club out on an island in the middle of nowhere. it was really nice and they had these great couches that we fell in love with >_> ended up buying it and its loveseat for our house!

54/365

54/365

Originally uploaded by NIMIL[is] too busy being a badass

53/365 have they lost their mind??

lucas and i have been given the opportunity to build a sim for someone! i was pretty shocked that someone actually was crazy enough to give us free reign of a sim but we are very thankful for the chance to really try something new! (and i’m just kidding about them being crazy, we are capable of doing this :p) lucas has some really awesome ideas for this place and i cannot wait to see them out of his head and into actual virtual space. he build all of our stores (and they have always been cool) as well as our home. this stuff makes me excited and impatient but the wait will be worth it! its also kinda practice for hopefully someday in the future when we will have our own sim… *daydreams*

anyway so i’m going to be busy for a while, so don’t expect to hear much out of me until we get this stuff done X-x not that i write in this thing anyway.

29/365 happy 3 years

29/365 happy 3 years

Originally uploaded by NIMIL[♥]LUCAS !3 years!

3 years ago today, i made a decision that changed my entire life, both inworld and in real life…

today was the day that i decided that i loved lucas, and that it was more than friendship. today was also the day that i decided to return to second life. it was on this day that i was planning a bit of an avatar suicide. i was sick of dealing with crap and i just really saw no reason to log on anymore… and then i got a simple email.. an offline message, asking me to come to a garden.

i’d just met him weeks before, but the moment we met i knew there was a reason for him to be in my life… and so i took him up on his offer, and i went to that garden, i sat, and we talked, about mutual unhappiness with things and people and what not…

i found my soulmate and i’ll never let go.